6/28/25 ---

I'm back to updating the website again. I needed a whole new start so I changed a bunch of things around. I changed a lot so it felt right. I just turned 17 and a bunch of things have been changing at the same time. I got a girlfriend, got my braces off, got new glasses, changed my room up, and started getting into makeup and fashion again. It feels weird to be doing that right around my birthday, it's a little too planned. It's like something is trying to signal to me. Maybe I'll be a completely new person this year.
I keep having dreams and thought about everything crumbling down. I don't know if it's anxiety or some subconscious intuition. I developed paranoia about the end of the world out of nowhere. I never thought about that kind of thing much before. It's been something steadily building up for a few years now. I wonder if I'm the only person who feels like this?

5/18/25 ---

LAINOLOGY: Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as your name followed by "ology"

FOODOLOGY
What is your salad dressing of choice? Blue cheese
What is your favorite fast food restaurant of choice? Popeyes
What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? Any pho place
On average how much of a tip do you leave at a restaurant? 20% at a restaurant, but if I get asked for a tip somewhere else it's always 0 cause why
What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?
What are your pizza toppings of choice? Hawaiian - pineapple, canadian bacon, and green peppers
What do you like to put on your toast? Butter & apple butter

TECHNOLOGY
What is your wallpaper on your computer? Black
How many televisions are in your house? Zero, computers only
What color cell phone do you have? Black

BIOLOGY
Are you right-handed or left-handed? Right
Have you ever had anything removed from your body? Don't think so
What is the last heavy item you lifted? Tree sapling in a pot
Have you ever been knocked unconscious? No

BULLCRAPOLOGY
If you could change your name, what would you change it to? I don't care about the body's name
What color looks good on you? Yellow
Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000? Unfortunately I'm too much of a wimp

DUMBOLOGY
What is in your left pocket? Girls pants - no pocket
Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house? Hardwood but I don't hate carpet
Could you live with roommates? I have them and it's fine
How many pairs of flip flops do you own? 1
Last time you had a run-in with the cops? Luckily never
Last Friend you talked to? Choose not to answer
Last person who called you? Choose not to answer

FAVORITOLOGY
Number? 420
Season? Winter
Holiday? Christmas
Day of the week? Saturday
Month? June

CURRENTOLOGY
Mood? Neutral
Listening to? "Natty Nephews" - Bassrael
Watching? Loveless (I know it's trash but I love trash)

RANDOMOLOGY
First place you went this morning? Farmers market
What can you not wait to do? Buy a dj controller from the pawn shop
What's the last movie you saw? Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas (it's so me core)